Originally appeared on E! Online Nicole Kidman is taking a hard look at the hours of her life. The Big Little Lies actress has made no secret of how her emotions have evolved as she's gotten older,

Nicole Kidman has opened up about the sad reason why she sometimes finds herself waking up 'gasping and crying'. Being an actress doesn’t mean that you’re immune to human emotions. The A Family Affair star has been working in the limelight for decades, producing some of the most emotional pieces on screen.

Australian Hollywood star Nicole Kidman has given a rare insight into her fear surrounding mortality. Kidman, known for her roles in Moulin Rouge, Big Little Lies, and the recent hit The Perfect Couple, recently lost her mother Janelle Kidman in September and her father Anthony in 2014.